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Be Dead
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So yes I am already dead. Argghh Stress stress....Seems like Im rushing things too much, might as well just be blind and let things be.
Okay the followng days, COncentrate. Do things seriously, Must get blind somehow!
XD today due date for Stopmotion movie. Saw some of our classes work. Somehow I just like those that shows humans. Of course I like ours the best even though some part cacat! XD but who cares at least we had fun in the process. This is how you do it! Somtimes even the lousiest things has its own good.(XD)
Okay thats all....I think I've uuse this journal as my rubbish bin again. XD XD!
TT__TT but in the end Im still shit sad......aish.....dun worry just gimme more than 5 sec to recover....damn lucky there's still Dick Wc and all the other Class4 guys in that class.....
Okay the followng days, COncentrate. Do things seriously, Must get blind somehow!
XD today due date for Stopmotion movie. Saw some of our classes work. Somehow I just like those that shows humans. Of course I like ours the best even though some part cacat! XD but who cares at least we had fun in the process. This is how you do it! Somtimes even the lousiest things has its own good.(XD)
Okay thats all....I think I've uuse this journal as my rubbish bin again. XD XD!
TT__TT but in the end Im still shit sad......aish.....dun worry just gimme more than 5 sec to recover....damn lucky there's still Dick Wc and all the other Class4 guys in that class.....
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Making frens part 2
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XD Quite happy today XD, taking my first step to learn more about other classes. I've been in trauma of making frens from last semester and the beggining of this semester. But I hope everything goes well this semester.
For me greeting people are things that makes me happy coz it feels like you are not alone, you are not beign ignored. I will regret later if I don't greet a person I know or had seen before. Even though that person don't greet me back, I will just greet him or her. Tebal muka is a must sometimes, XD.
Well what I hope most now is pass my perspective and Muscle thingy...., quite depressed these days coz of those. I will do my best is a thing that has no longer in use. My laziness is getting worse and worse day by day.
Goes back to my brother's teachin no.1 now, Its YOu want or don't want to get a successful result.
Now Im searching for my perspective Project reference that is a Bungalow....and worst is, I have a really weird taste. At first I went to google and search...wow double storey houses...wow all canggih wans, pretty wans, BIG ass SPACEy-ness! Super nice glasses a swimming pool...Big COMPOUND, that's what mostly what everyone's dream house is.
But weird is......My eyes only went for those non canggih wans. With twigs as roofs....wooden walls....single storey....quite small....sqaurish....wow...I'm suprised myself too. I thought that it was just at the beginning so I might find some nice ones at the end but everything turns out to be the same result. I Target all those Bungalows with twigs as roof and wooden walls and......O__O squarish.....Wow Phuck.
Maybe coz I just really like my Grandad's house alot which is just like what I've choosen on those bungalows. Wooden walls without any Cangginess(meaning nice asss kicking wowness). I just can't get my grandad's house outta my mind.....
Seamus told us to look for our Dream Bungalow house....well I just don't like big ass kicking HOuses. I like small like places that can just fit me and my family XD. Coz like that warmth is brought about( its quite mushy) but I liked it.
My grandad's house...I hope that my dad can find a photo of it. I don't like the people that live inside but i like the house on how they built it. T__T Family issues, no talk about it. XD I think I just Love the talented side of my Grandad only, it goes down to his children to my dad...those creativity of theirs....well later on my brother got it and that leaves me....with almost 30% of it....DX. XD but I got that crazy side from my dad and 5 second of recovering when Im down from my mom. XD heh those are my talents I guess....
For me greeting people are things that makes me happy coz it feels like you are not alone, you are not beign ignored. I will regret later if I don't greet a person I know or had seen before. Even though that person don't greet me back, I will just greet him or her. Tebal muka is a must sometimes, XD.
Well what I hope most now is pass my perspective and Muscle thingy...., quite depressed these days coz of those. I will do my best is a thing that has no longer in use. My laziness is getting worse and worse day by day.
Goes back to my brother's teachin no.1 now, Its YOu want or don't want to get a successful result.
Now Im searching for my perspective Project reference that is a Bungalow....and worst is, I have a really weird taste. At first I went to google and search...wow double storey houses...wow all canggih wans, pretty wans, BIG ass SPACEy-ness! Super nice glasses a swimming pool...Big COMPOUND, that's what mostly what everyone's dream house is.
But weird is......My eyes only went for those non canggih wans. With twigs as roofs....wooden walls....single storey....quite small....sqaurish....wow...I'm suprised myself too. I thought that it was just at the beginning so I might find some nice ones at the end but everything turns out to be the same result. I Target all those Bungalows with twigs as roof and wooden walls and......O__O squarish.....Wow Phuck.
Maybe coz I just really like my Grandad's house alot which is just like what I've choosen on those bungalows. Wooden walls without any Cangginess(meaning nice asss kicking wowness). I just can't get my grandad's house outta my mind.....
Seamus told us to look for our Dream Bungalow house....well I just don't like big ass kicking HOuses. I like small like places that can just fit me and my family XD. Coz like that warmth is brought about( its quite mushy) but I liked it.
My grandad's house...I hope that my dad can find a photo of it. I don't like the people that live inside but i like the house on how they built it. T__T Family issues, no talk about it. XD I think I just Love the talented side of my Grandad only, it goes down to his children to my dad...those creativity of theirs....well later on my brother got it and that leaves me....with almost 30% of it....DX. XD but I got that crazy side from my dad and 5 second of recovering when Im down from my mom. XD heh those are my talents I guess....
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Making Friends Part 1
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Today was perspective class, as usual I am a person that hates RULER and a girl that hates cleanliness. My mind just tells me....Messy GOOD JOB~! >,<
Well thats not it, this is my 1st day without my specs but with Jelly's old one which I had a hard time guessing whats on the Board....geeez @__@ so it goes on, the guessing game. More to that my mind was quite busy with how to make friends with the other class, this time including girls but mainly I concentrate on the guys coz, no Im not a pervert...wtf, anyways DG class more guys than girls. The girls there are quite....cool as whats from my point of view.
So going back to my perspective class which I had to think about two stuffs MY specs and my stupid mind which Think too much....T__T pluz I had a feeling that eyes are piercing to death Sitting in the front.
Next time perspective class, Im gonna sit at the back as what Dick said. Hope pirated would GO FRONT after I sit at the back as FAR from me as possible....>,< I will get distracted if Pirated sit at the back and Im in front. I wanna concentrate at least in that class and Life Drawing. Best thing to all of this is GET THE CLASS SEPERATED in GROUPS! I would love that...
Anyways after that class I had totally no appetite to eat coz I didnt concentrate much and had quite a bad result/outcome and I was quite down at that time coz I was thinking that maybe I should have make some girl frens coz Boys and Girls, there is sometimes.....we are different.
So I tried to Make some girl girl frens in Culture class, Saphire...? was the first target since I heard from Xiao Wei that she was quite alone in class so I talked first...using the most dumbest questions..., the in the meantime my Good~O~Meter came out so the result is.....0% of making frens from her. In shock I turn and looked inside the class, there was the girl that I was looking for Stephanie from CLass 3....GOOD~O~METER came out again and the result shows the same....NEGATIVE!
The other girls....I had No need to say.....NEGATIVE.....in HARD BOIL!
People may think Im stupid war...trying so hard to make frens coz what I was thinking is....DG class=Teamwork as what I see from my seniors....so its better to make some now or sorry for later.
Now as what Dick had said and with the same thoughts as I.....the most quitest groups are always the superb people....and the most to be afraid of. I had been shaking for awhile now in Perspective class and Life drawing coz I was sitting in front....and I can't concentrate.
>,< TT__TT ....ughh... now Im worrying head overheels for perspective. In the past I've already been avoiding backgrounds as much as possible. That is so wrong.....
Anyways I will just Do my Best (mom's teaching no. 501....repeats in my mind again) but its a good quote...XD.
Do what I can and Do what I must do (mom's teaching no.502) wow and the story of quotes continues.
Oh and in cultural class, Marion wants the quiet people to talk at least. So it started from a girl and to the boys, I was actually waiting for my turn for the question of race( I was already preapared in mind). Who knows the topic skipped to 513 incident. I was really blurred out that moment even though I did know partly of it, that is the curfew parts but someone said it already so I had totally no chance to say that again. Mrs Big Blabber mouth with lotza opinions is the Boss there somehoe covering everyones voice, living in her own world. I wanted to talk but hah as whats from a game view of point, my HP:50 and her HP: 102 maybe. So its impossible to overvoice her talks...
Lucky Dick and Richard was the savior in class...at least for the quiet ones. And I don't balme Marion...geez even though My cheeeks was vibrating and my smile which I had always been using to avoid nervousness which turns out to be actually showing my nervousneesssss....Luckily in the end I was able to end my answers in some dumb way.
I had already vowed that I would not tell anyone that I was a Brunei kid which my mom always had already told me when you go to Malaysia, NEVER LET ANYONE know yer from BRUNEI or they will pull out yer intestine from yer mouth meaning all yer money would put into gold even though you said yer from an poor family background.....WTF. Experience before, once I accidentally gave a 50 cent brunei to the counter and they quickly put it in their pocket(see how fast they move) but heh can't beat my fast eyes (even though Im Blind I still can react fast in some Situations, okay!) SO WTF it's just 50 cent!( wow unusual fer me to say this XD)
This Topic was sealed from me starting this semester but that was the last resort that I would pull in some situations only and I had to waste it here....geeez.
Cries....XD laugh sot de!
Well thats not it, this is my 1st day without my specs but with Jelly's old one which I had a hard time guessing whats on the Board....geeez @__@ so it goes on, the guessing game. More to that my mind was quite busy with how to make friends with the other class, this time including girls but mainly I concentrate on the guys coz, no Im not a pervert...wtf, anyways DG class more guys than girls. The girls there are quite....cool as whats from my point of view.
So going back to my perspective class which I had to think about two stuffs MY specs and my stupid mind which Think too much....T__T pluz I had a feeling that eyes are piercing to death Sitting in the front.
Next time perspective class, Im gonna sit at the back as what Dick said. Hope pirated would GO FRONT after I sit at the back as FAR from me as possible....>,< I will get distracted if Pirated sit at the back and Im in front. I wanna concentrate at least in that class and Life Drawing. Best thing to all of this is GET THE CLASS SEPERATED in GROUPS! I would love that...
Anyways after that class I had totally no appetite to eat coz I didnt concentrate much and had quite a bad result/outcome and I was quite down at that time coz I was thinking that maybe I should have make some girl frens coz Boys and Girls, there is sometimes.....we are different.
So I tried to Make some girl girl frens in Culture class, Saphire...? was the first target since I heard from Xiao Wei that she was quite alone in class so I talked first...using the most dumbest questions..., the in the meantime my Good~O~Meter came out so the result is.....0% of making frens from her. In shock I turn and looked inside the class, there was the girl that I was looking for Stephanie from CLass 3....GOOD~O~METER came out again and the result shows the same....NEGATIVE!
The other girls....I had No need to say.....NEGATIVE.....in HARD BOIL!
People may think Im stupid war...trying so hard to make frens coz what I was thinking is....DG class=Teamwork as what I see from my seniors....so its better to make some now or sorry for later.
Now as what Dick had said and with the same thoughts as I.....the most quitest groups are always the superb people....and the most to be afraid of. I had been shaking for awhile now in Perspective class and Life drawing coz I was sitting in front....and I can't concentrate.
>,< TT__TT ....ughh... now Im worrying head overheels for perspective. In the past I've already been avoiding backgrounds as much as possible. That is so wrong.....
Anyways I will just Do my Best (mom's teaching no. 501....repeats in my mind again) but its a good quote...XD.
Do what I can and Do what I must do (mom's teaching no.502) wow and the story of quotes continues.
Oh and in cultural class, Marion wants the quiet people to talk at least. So it started from a girl and to the boys, I was actually waiting for my turn for the question of race( I was already preapared in mind). Who knows the topic skipped to 513 incident. I was really blurred out that moment even though I did know partly of it, that is the curfew parts but someone said it already so I had totally no chance to say that again. Mrs Big Blabber mouth with lotza opinions is the Boss there somehoe covering everyones voice, living in her own world. I wanted to talk but hah as whats from a game view of point, my HP:50 and her HP: 102 maybe. So its impossible to overvoice her talks...
Lucky Dick and Richard was the savior in class...at least for the quiet ones. And I don't balme Marion...geez even though My cheeeks was vibrating and my smile which I had always been using to avoid nervousness which turns out to be actually showing my nervousneesssss....Luckily in the end I was able to end my answers in some dumb way.
I had already vowed that I would not tell anyone that I was a Brunei kid which my mom always had already told me when you go to Malaysia, NEVER LET ANYONE know yer from BRUNEI or they will pull out yer intestine from yer mouth meaning all yer money would put into gold even though you said yer from an poor family background.....WTF. Experience before, once I accidentally gave a 50 cent brunei to the counter and they quickly put it in their pocket(see how fast they move) but heh can't beat my fast eyes (even though Im Blind I still can react fast in some Situations, okay!) SO WTF it's just 50 cent!( wow unusual fer me to say this XD)
This Topic was sealed from me starting this semester but that was the last resort that I would pull in some situations only and I had to waste it here....geeez.
Cries....XD laugh sot de!
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Getting Closer
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XD Quite happy that I have quite...a number of frens to talk to now even though all are boys....Girls especially Class 2 they are super Hard to make frens with...quite scary too other than Xiao Wei and AK.
Sad There's still some which I really wanna be frens with....>,< hard to open mouth. So sad, Dun worry I won't LOSE! COz I got Banana Power! wahahhaha! Aiks gonna worn out soon...
Class 4 people are nice, Class 3....u need to push yourself to talk to them or they will not open their mouth, meaning u must have alot of courage pluz.....Tebal muka. Walau....Sad man... DIck's theory of getting frens....TEBAL MUKA! XD
Anyways...I get along with the guys more than the girls in this DG class. As I said I have girl as frens phobia now...after the 2 BIG INCIDENT....not includin Sweat and Jelly coz they are guys....XD!WAHAHAHH!
And People might think Im a Les right now in my class which is obviously not coz I like Bishishonens....XD! Dun worry DG class guys still.....OKay gua...anyways this 2 years my intention is to have guys Frens only....coz they are way more NOT COMPLICATED.....
Sadnya XD.....AIsh just hope to pass this semester.
Lost my specs today....so gonna borrow back Jelly's glasses again..geeez! Block K is cursed! I lost my specs 2 times there de! GWAHH >[]<!
describing further from Clasess to classes in DG class:
Class 1= Weird is all they say....English Best as they say which is not all true(plz la my english cacat de). You think Best ahh....no lor....Truthfully Class 2 better lor. All I can say is there's TWO person in that class perassaan....XD (Im hoping to see a battle soon) I will just sit down and eat my banana. Pretend I never say or write anything ^w^ Im a good student.
Class 2= Yet again as they say.....OMFG OMG WOW SHIT PHUCK! their creativity, drawing almost somehow everything .....one word GOOD JOB~! XD but quite a group that socilize only between themselves.
Class 3= I truthfully seldom heard anyone from that class. Hmm For me they are those Low profile people's but wow when you get to know them....You can just stare out of Death....XD quite alot of bishi from that class. XD And a bunch of helpful group as what some fren of mine which work with them before. XD quite little people this days like to help others,when they think highly of themself. So I quite Like their group when I heard this...coz I was quite pissed coz they were cold...O,O (pretend again I never said that) XD. One of them resembles my fren Wanwan...XD(Wan...OMG) That part which I was pissed off for the same reason.XD ( wow this class should be proud that I wrote alot about them....XD WAHAHHA)
Class 4= XD Friendly people even though they are quite laid back but I like the atmosphere when Im around them. They don't look down on people, They are everyday Happy People! XD I love this group the most.
Class 5= Do we have any? hmm they are the same as what I described class 4. Friendly~!
XD But overall I just wanna pass my peaceful days with them but its quite hard to say if its class 2......=3=''...
Sad There's still some which I really wanna be frens with....>,< hard to open mouth. So sad, Dun worry I won't LOSE! COz I got Banana Power! wahahhaha! Aiks gonna worn out soon...
Class 4 people are nice, Class 3....u need to push yourself to talk to them or they will not open their mouth, meaning u must have alot of courage pluz.....Tebal muka. Walau....Sad man... DIck's theory of getting frens....TEBAL MUKA! XD
Anyways...I get along with the guys more than the girls in this DG class. As I said I have girl as frens phobia now...after the 2 BIG INCIDENT....not includin Sweat and Jelly coz they are guys....XD!WAHAHAHH!
And People might think Im a Les right now in my class which is obviously not coz I like Bishishonens....XD! Dun worry DG class guys still.....OKay gua...anyways this 2 years my intention is to have guys Frens only....coz they are way more NOT COMPLICATED.....
Sadnya XD.....AIsh just hope to pass this semester.
Lost my specs today....so gonna borrow back Jelly's glasses again..geeez! Block K is cursed! I lost my specs 2 times there de! GWAHH >[]<!
describing further from Clasess to classes in DG class:
Class 1= Weird is all they say....English Best as they say which is not all true(plz la my english cacat de). You think Best ahh....no lor....Truthfully Class 2 better lor. All I can say is there's TWO person in that class perassaan....XD (Im hoping to see a battle soon) I will just sit down and eat my banana. Pretend I never say or write anything ^w^ Im a good student.
Class 2= Yet again as they say.....OMFG OMG WOW SHIT PHUCK! their creativity, drawing almost somehow everything .....one word GOOD JOB~! XD but quite a group that socilize only between themselves.
Class 3= I truthfully seldom heard anyone from that class. Hmm For me they are those Low profile people's but wow when you get to know them....You can just stare out of Death....XD quite alot of bishi from that class. XD And a bunch of helpful group as what some fren of mine which work with them before. XD quite little people this days like to help others,when they think highly of themself. So I quite Like their group when I heard this...coz I was quite pissed coz they were cold...O,O (pretend again I never said that) XD. One of them resembles my fren Wanwan...XD(Wan...OMG) That part which I was pissed off for the same reason.XD ( wow this class should be proud that I wrote alot about them....XD WAHAHHA)
Class 4= XD Friendly people even though they are quite laid back but I like the atmosphere when Im around them. They don't look down on people, They are everyday Happy People! XD I love this group the most.
Class 5= Do we have any? hmm they are the same as what I described class 4. Friendly~!
XD But overall I just wanna pass my peaceful days with them but its quite hard to say if its class 2......=3=''...
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Getcha! Ow
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Hoi Monkey Reborn! Banana Power! XD
Well I've decided not to look at how good others are (ah even though I've repeated that many times de....T__T'') nyways WAHAHAHAHA I will Pass all my subs this sem (which I hope) =.=''
Anyways Haiks! Must Watch more Bishis! Yunho power GD Power! and GARO! (still obsess with Garo, best figthing Drama ever)
Garo! Wahahha! Teenage version of Power Rangers XD
Banzai to all the Bishis! BISHI RAMPAGE! WAHWHAHWHAWH
Monkey Sot de!!!!
Well I've decided not to look at how good others are (ah even though I've repeated that many times de....T__T'') nyways WAHAHAHAHA I will Pass all my subs this sem (which I hope) =.=''
Anyways Haiks! Must Watch more Bishis! Yunho power GD Power! and GARO! (still obsess with Garo, best figthing Drama ever)
Garo! Wahahha! Teenage version of Power Rangers XD
Banzai to all the Bishis! BISHI RAMPAGE! WAHWHAHWHAWH
Monkey Sot de!!!!
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